When an accident kills her fiancé, 25 year old Tamara Johnston quits a dream job to try to make sense of her new unwanted life. Grief intensifies both a desire to die and her deepening faith, resulting in a fierce deadline: show me something better than death, or I am out of here. Johnston launches a business, becomes an activist, develops her artistic passion, and risks love again but none of it is enough. As time passes in her bargain with God, an opportune trip to Africa gives her a glimpse of what is required of her in exchange for a sustainable life. This bonus footage comes from Lauren Miller, one of Tamara's friends at her old job, who talks about the first time she met Tom Hanks.

Burning Heart productions presents an innovative documentary by director Lauralee Farrer When a freak accident kills her fiancé, 26-year old Tamara Johnston quits a dream job to try to make sense of her new, unwanted life. Paralyzing grief intensifies both her desire to die and her deepening spirituality, resulting in a fierce deadline: show me something better then death, or I am out of here. Johnston launches a fair trade business, becomes an activist, develops her life's work, and risks love again - but none of it is enough. As time passes in her bargain with God, an opportune trip to Africa gives her a glimpse of what is required of her in exchange for a sustainable life. www.thefairtrademovie.com www.myspace.com/thefairtrademovie www.burningheartproductions.com