Another video to Never Existed with pictures... Never Existed Never Existed is coming from Edwards perspective. He feels that he has put Bella in danger and feels he is no longer good enough for Bella and decides to leave her. The song is, in a way, justifying his departure and at the same time telling her that he does love her...but he is not good for her. The quote..."it would be as if I never existed" is what prompted me to write this song.