Not sure how to ex­press how this ef­fects me emo­tion­al­ly ex­cept to say thank you. I sin­cere­ly keep try­ing that which Mal did, the will to keep mov­ing on when all you be­lieve in had been tak­en from you. Un­for­tu­nate­ly I'm not CT­P.

this song is the best thing to calm me down